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Oct. 9th, 2010

my dad died suddenly on wednesday at my sister's house. by the time we got to the hospital, he'd been gone for a couple of hours.

today was the memorial and cremation, so that his wife can bring him back to vietnam.

as you might expect, none of this feels real. my rational and emotional halves aren't speaking to each other right now.

i don't know what to expect from the future. all i can tell you is that it sucks. completely and totally sucks and i wish that this wasn't part of how things will be from now on.

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anharaxiel
Oct. 11th, 2010 04:19 am (UTC)
Re: hey
thanks so much, a.c. yeah, i'd really like that. it's so hard to talk about it, and all the leftover feelings besides. the sort of...absoluteness of it is so incomprehensible. and i've always wanted to talk to you more, albeit not associated with this kind of circumstance, heh. thank you again.